Honestly, it has been hard for me to engage anything.
This week has "kicked my butt" emotionally.
My desire has been to withdraw and disengage.
I have done the necessary tasks to somewhat maintain this household, but my heart has not been in it.
I only share this to say, "If you are there, I get it, I feel it, and WE are not alone."
4 months into this process of a huge life change has left me more vulnerable than I ever imagined.
I kind of thought it would be over by now. I really hoped it would be over by now.
There are wounds that keep getting ripped back open before they have a chance to completely heal.
I love sharing the blessings and good moments with you.
I feel it is important that I share the struggles, too. It is real life.
That is where I am. I am trying to move on. I am just not feeling it right now.